Competitive

Something I just don't understand

As I was playing basketball last night at church, I realized something that I knew before but it become clear to me that I completely despise of losing. I just dont hate it, its more than hate its something that I dont understand. Its something inside of me that doesnt want that sour and disgusting feeling of losing.

Its something that drives me to do whatever it takes to win. That drive to win in whatever i do from basketball as a college student to bible drill as a kid. I have always had that drive to win for as long as I can remember but then i see other people that just dont care about winning at all in whatever they do. Some peoples drive to be good isnt always in sports it can be in whatever they do but then you have others who dont have a passion for anything on this earth that is what truly baffles me.